“They’re not for you!”
This happens quite alot
Today is November 12th. Last year, I looked at today as just another day. Not now. At this moment, I’m looking at November 12th as something so important and so special, it brings tears to my eyes. In the scheme of things, it doesn’t seem like much. But today marks 6 months with the most amazing person I’ve ever met. To say that I’m blessed.. to say that I’m lucky.. to say that I’ve never been happier.. Would all be extreme understatements. After 6 months, you can tell a lot about a person.. Maybe not everything, but quite a bit nonetheless and I’ve gotta say, I’ve learned a lot. Janson Silvers is more than anything I could ever ask for. I’m fully aware of how much of a handful I am and how moody I can be at the drop of a hat. And he deals with it. He puts up with my crap with a smile on his face and continues to be there for me when I’m doing everything I can to push him away. I highly doubt there is anyone else on the planet who has a heart like his and there is no way I deserve to be called his girl. He isn’t perfect, but he’s absolutely perfect for me. He’s my very best friend and I trust him with everything. I honestly don’t think my life would be anything close to complete without him in it, so when I say I will do everything in power to keep him, I couldn’t be more serious. He treats me with so much respect and loves every one of my flaws. He’s polite, he listens, and he would do anything for me. Unfortunately, there aren’t many guys like that anymore that you could say things like that about. But I truly believe that he loves me more than almost anything. But the most important thing I’ve learned from the past six months is that I know for sure that I do. I love this kid more than I could have ever imagined and I cannot wait for six more months, and even six more years with him, because I know that our relationship can only get stronger. He means the absolute world to me and I will forever thank God that he put Janson in my path to be the one that makes everything about my life seem worth it.
So here’s to today, and to many many more.. I love you, Janson Silvers.